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trenchcoatedly[For once, Castiel is actually in his room. He's sitting on the bed. The wall behind him is scrawled with sigils (not counting the gentleman in the suit). He takes a deep breath, steadying himself.]]
It is my great honor to announce that Richie Gecko has graduated. He's returned to Mexico and will be waiting for his brother there.
I, too, will be departing soon. I owe my vessel his freedom, as I promised, and my friends in my universe may need my help. I can't say when I'll be departing, but it will be soon. Afterwards, I will no longer possess a physical form. If you need help or aid, you can call for me, however, and I will help you as much as I can. It make take me a few moments to locate you in the multiverse, but I will come.
I should be in the greenhouse if anyone would like to resolve any old conflicts with me.
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Is it too late to apologize for my conduct?
It is my great honor to announce that Richie Gecko has graduated. He's returned to Mexico and will be waiting for his brother there.
I, too, will be departing soon. I owe my vessel his freedom, as I promised, and my friends in my universe may need my help. I can't say when I'll be departing, but it will be soon. Afterwards, I will no longer possess a physical form. If you need help or aid, you can call for me, however, and I will help you as much as I can. It make take me a few moments to locate you in the multiverse, but I will come.
I should be in the greenhouse if anyone would like to resolve any old conflicts with me.
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Is it too late to apologize for my conduct?
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Date: 2013-01-02 04:46 pm (UTC)I presume you want me to ask you what you thought about.
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Date: 2013-01-04 06:51 pm (UTC)Re: [spam]
Date: 2013-01-04 07:21 pm (UTC)[spam]
Date: 2013-01-04 08:25 pm (UTC)[She sighs as Fozzie wanders around a little sniffing at the plants.] You know...all my life I've been waiting for someone outside myself to rescue and heal me. God or at least a God, my brother, fellow mutants, a superhero...somebody. It never happened. It's not going to happen. [Her chin trembles and she takes a deep breath to force herself to calm down.]
It hurts, you know, that nobody with the power to really do anything serious about my situation actually cares. It really hurts. But some people just have to live life that way. I can't make God or anyone in power help me. I can't shame the superhero crowd into being less hypocritical. I can't really depend on much of anyone aside from a few friends on this Barge that I'll have to leave behind anyway. Nothing that I do can convince anyone to save me.
But that's fine. I'm strong and moral and I at least care. I'll learn to live with so many others being selfish, uncaring assholes. To Hell with those who could have saved and healed me but didn't. I'll do it myself.
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Date: 2013-01-05 09:15 pm (UTC)I don't think there's anything wrong with you, though I know you might disagree. Everyone is imperfect, even angels. We all have flaws and egos and poorly-made decisions and consequences we have to live with. That doesn't make you broken or sick, it just makes you a creature capable of independent thought. Nobody can fix that sometimes you'll choose wrong. Everyone chooses wrong.
I care about you, and I want to help you, but to the best of my knowledge, you don't need help. You're powerful and thoughtful and moral; you care about people and want to help them. You have scars from your own decisions and the decisions of others. So do I. All I can do is resolve to make better decisions in the future. That's what you need to do, too.
There's nothing more important than independence. You can change everything. You can improve yourself and those around you. You're powerful enough - and I don't mean your powers, I mean you have a force of self, a force of personality. You're a warrior. You don't wilt. Only you can fix yourself.
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Date: 2013-01-06 01:05 am (UTC)I've already figured out what I need to do to avoid so many bad decisions. Besides controlling my emotions, I can't give up control to anyone else. I can't be the means for Mystique's revenge, or Magneto's world conquest, or the glory-hounding of jackasses like Stark. I have to go it alone.
[Fozzie very solemnly brings Wanda a leaf.]
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Date: 2013-01-07 08:47 am (UTC)[He studies the Fozzie-brought leaf for a few moments, eyes flickering to the plant where it was taken from. Both the plant and the leaf look healthy, so he makes no objections.]
You should never let anyone control you. You are your own weapon, and no one else's.
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Date: 2013-01-08 10:36 pm (UTC)Re: [spam]
Date: 2013-01-09 06:42 pm (UTC)I think the trials you've overcome have made you stronger. But just as well, I can understand why you wouldn't want to go through those trials again. I wouldn't wish to relive the experiences that made me who I am, either.
[He sits back up again.]
I'll miss you, when I return.
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Date: 2013-01-11 04:01 am (UTC)I didn't deserve to suffer like this. I was never that bad a person to begin with. But...you go on thinking what you're gonna think.
Yeah, I'll miss you too. I just wish we had met anywhere else.
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Date: 2013-01-11 07:48 am (UTC)I'll be watching over you. If you ever need help, always feel free to call for me.
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Date: 2013-01-13 05:53 am (UTC)Ok, dude, but you have to promise to contact me if you need me anywhere. The thing that seems to help me the most is a worthy cause.
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Date: 2013-01-13 08:01 pm (UTC)