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[The video opens with a burst of static. After a second, it lowers itself to vaguely tolerable white noise. The video is still entirely static, though Castiel's voice can be heard above the drone - low and pained, emotional where he's usually expressionless.]
You don't exist. Angels don't have souls. You are just an effect of this place is having on me. The strength of the magic to affect an angel...
[A pause. The static and white noise clears. The video reveals... fingers. He may have turned it on by accident. He fidgers with it, and now you can see his face! Which looks haggard and awful, by the way. He turns away from the camera, staring at something unseen. Every few seconds, his whole surroundings shift, like he's teleporting every others step. He keeps looking over his shoulder, checking for his pursues. Eventually he steps and stares back at them with haunted eyes.]
What I did to you....I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I....I was so dumb, and foolish, and stupid, choking on my own ego... I deserve to die. I deserve oblivion. I know! But I keep... I keep coming back. He wants me for something, don't you understand? How can I be expected to do something if you're still here?
[The video drops into white noise and static again. Castiel's voice sounds like a ragged pant. Even though video's gone, his voice is clear.]
That isn't true. That isn't the case and you know it. You know it. Father can't be wrong. He gave the planet to them. He loved them and they loved Him. And what they did, they did for love of Him. And what I did, I did for love of Him! To find Him, and to save them.....
But...
You're wrong! I know you're wrong! I know it like I know He is there!
I know, I know....
[For a second, the video returns despite the loud static. Castiel looks focused, a cold kind of discipline in his eye. Then, the white noise becomes an unbearable whine before the transmission abruptly ends.]
[SPAM]
[Castiel looks a little drunk - spending half his time staggering around and the other half taking long, flying steps. Occasionally, he looks over his shoulder and shouts things in a mixture of language - English, Aramaic, Enochian, Italian. What feels like static electricity is radiating off him. He's pacing around the hotel, never staying in one spot for long. Whenever he does see another creature, though, he looks like a deer in headlights.]
((OOC: Castiel broke his communicator, so he won't be able to reply to any communications for a while. Spam away!))
You don't exist. Angels don't have souls. You are just an effect of this place is having on me. The strength of the magic to affect an angel...
[A pause. The static and white noise clears. The video reveals... fingers. He may have turned it on by accident. He fidgers with it, and now you can see his face! Which looks haggard and awful, by the way. He turns away from the camera, staring at something unseen. Every few seconds, his whole surroundings shift, like he's teleporting every others step. He keeps looking over his shoulder, checking for his pursues. Eventually he steps and stares back at them with haunted eyes.]
What I did to you....I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I....I was so dumb, and foolish, and stupid, choking on my own ego... I deserve to die. I deserve oblivion. I know! But I keep... I keep coming back. He wants me for something, don't you understand? How can I be expected to do something if you're still here?
[The video drops into white noise and static again. Castiel's voice sounds like a ragged pant. Even though video's gone, his voice is clear.]
That isn't true. That isn't the case and you know it. You know it. Father can't be wrong. He gave the planet to them. He loved them and they loved Him. And what they did, they did for love of Him. And what I did, I did for love of Him! To find Him, and to save them.....
But...
You're wrong! I know you're wrong! I know it like I know He is there!
I know, I know....
[For a second, the video returns despite the loud static. Castiel looks focused, a cold kind of discipline in his eye. Then, the white noise becomes an unbearable whine before the transmission abruptly ends.]
[SPAM]
[Castiel looks a little drunk - spending half his time staggering around and the other half taking long, flying steps. Occasionally, he looks over his shoulder and shouts things in a mixture of language - English, Aramaic, Enochian, Italian. What feels like static electricity is radiating off him. He's pacing around the hotel, never staying in one spot for long. Whenever he does see another creature, though, he looks like a deer in headlights.]
((OOC: Castiel broke his communicator, so he won't be able to reply to any communications for a while. Spam away!))
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Date: 2012-11-24 04:46 am (UTC)He turns the corner and he sees - Anya, whom he promised to protect... this is Jason all over again, he's failed, failed --
The laughter in his ears dulls into a whisper; with a roar of rage, he attacks Castiel.]
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:00 am (UTC)Wait your turn, ape.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:04 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2012-11-24 05:16 am (UTC)[Then he goes to retrieve Anya, picking her up by her throat out of whatever debris she may have landed in.]
I believe you were telling me how we were like you.
[Squeeze.]
Go on.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:26 am (UTC)Humans...tried to...kill me. Too.
Just...just because. I wasn't right. In the way.
So you can...finish it.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:43 am (UTC)I'd be honored out such a request.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:48 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2012-11-24 05:56 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2012-11-24 06:05 am (UTC)there's no need to check for a pulse you know a thing or two about dead bodies but he falls to his knees anyway and the hand that isn't screaming with pain puts two fingers on her neck, where her carotid artery should be -
Nothing. She's gone.
He looks at Castiel with an expression of pure hatred he rises slowly, shaking with rage. When he speaks, his voice is quiet, devoid of emotion.] You're dead. [He takes in a sharp breath.] You're dead. [And he attacks.]
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Date: 2012-11-24 06:17 am (UTC)[All he has to do is shift forward, stabbing upwards. Humans are delicate creatures, hardly any protection of their vital organs, just a few bones made of calcium and protein-packed muscles. Even a dull blade could run one through - and this utterly sharp one is perfectly capable. He studies the point of it coming out of Bruce's lower back, then turns his glowing gaze to the man's eyes, letting him hang there for a few moments before he jerks the blade back out.]
We do not let your pitiful grief blind us from the obvious, for example.
[He studies the bloodied blade in his hand before looking back to Bruce.]
We do not have your weak bones that crack under pressure and your pathetic muscles that tear so easily. We don't fall at the slightest gash.
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Date: 2012-11-24 06:24 am (UTC)He lets instinct guide him into one final strike against Castiel.]
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Date: 2012-11-24 06:33 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2012-11-24 06:41 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2012-11-24 06:46 am (UTC)Maybe you're not as useless as we thought, Balthazar says.
He could be an effective weapon of God, Raphael agrees.
[Then he's gone, leaving only the sound of displaced air and wingbeats.]