011 + DO NOT LET THE SUN GO DOWN ON YOUR ANGER [VIDEO]

[trenchcoatedly]

[Observe: one VERY affected Castiel. That usually passive face? A sulk. The epic sulk of a teenager who hasn't gotten what he wanted, as a matter of fact.]

Okay, look, boat.

Here's something that like, ticks me off. A lot. Seriously, a super lot.

Everyone just buys the whole multidimensional boat thing. That's totally sensible! Like, makes absolutely perfect sense! Seriously! No one ever like, questions this? I mean, to makes perfect sense. But I'm a cosmic being. Millenia old. Could squash you all like bugs. So this kind of thing, it's like, you know, whatever.

But! The fact that I'm an angel - oh, that's the unlikely part. Come on, really?! You can suspend your middling human disbelief in, like, "multidimensional boat" but "messenger of God" is what gets you? Seriously, how does that even make any sense? Half of you already believe in God! So believing in me should be easy! But no, not for me. I have to prove myself. And then half of you don't believe me anyway!

None of you understand me.

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[marshal_art]

[Geez, everyone's got daddy issues, even angels.]

That why you decided to stop following His plan?

[trenchcoatedly]

[You do not even know, Art. You do not even know the level of daddy issues in the Supernatural verse.]

Well, I couldn't just let my friends, you know, die.

[marshal_art]

You ain't worried you might cause even more people to die? Doesn't seem like defying God's order ever turns out well.

[trenchcoatedly]

Uh, it can't get much worse than the apocalypse, duh.

...and maybe I get punished, but you know, worth it. Happened before. Nothing I can't get over. So, yeah.

Really it's just me messing up. Maybe he made me mess up because I didn't follow his word? Like, I don't know, man. But humans don't like, deserve the apocalypse.

[marshal_art]

I understand that and God knows I don't want to see the end of times in my time. But. Isn't the apocalypse supposed to bring about the kingdom of God on Earth? What if that doesn't happen because you stopped the apocalypse?

[trenchcoatedly]

The kingdom of God on Earth doesn't include humanity. Don't you understand? Before all of that happens, Lucifer has to rise, and MIchael destroys him, and in the process everything is wiped out. This world's too beautiful for that, really.

So maybe I'm wrong. But after I did it, he brought me back to life! So, you know, what does that even mean?

[marshal_art]

Everything dies eventually. Maybe that's what the world has to go through to achieve Heaven on Earth.


I don't pretend to know the mind of God but as a father...I'd say it means He loves his children even when they fuck up.

[trenchcoatedly]

Look, just.....God's a real frustrating dad, all right? So, that.