You believe in him when you shouldn't. I am not a better person for being here. When I came here I had dreams of joining SHIELD and becoming a superhero. Now all I want is to use my powers to make a pile of money and have as little contact with people as possible. Is this "progress"? Is this "redemption"? Is this "for the greater good"? How precisely the Hell is this making me a better person?

You're serving a monster with an insane agenda. Don't try to justify it by talking about the greater good. You're talking to the wrong person about that. I've gotten too much of the bad end of this place to be "better" for it. It will take years to recover once I get out of this hellhole, and believe me, I'm far less concerned with the "greater good" than when that piece of crap got his hands on me.