There is no convincing people like Buffy or Rayne that I am a good person. I could personally save their lives and they would still treat me like dirt and encourage their friends to do the same.

The exorcism is my last hope. If He will accept me again, I won't need anything else. I might be lonely and need a mate and more friends, but I will have that.

I wish there was a happy medium between caring for people enough that they can hurt me and not caring at all.

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Do you have one to recommend?